Sunday, August 23, 2009

1:04 AM. L H N V W B A A.

Listen to that jazz again.

Drink that drink again.

Onomotopoeia that again.

There is a fantastic.....aspect.
To being drunk.

And, as a writer, I must capture it.

What a beautiful sentiment. As a writer.

I can proclaim myself as a writer.

I am drunk, currently, which means at the same time I am horribly muddled and I am horribly accurate in matters involving both Truth and Beauty.

I have forgotten how to make strikeout text. This is probably for the best. It is a relic of my past.

The time has come to change. Evolve. Cast all previous things out, begin anew. Build a new exoskeleton that will allow me to survive in this new environment.

Avoid looking like a lobster.

Avoid thinking about the Red Hot Chili Peppers with sentimental undertones.

They were before our times.

What a wonderful concept, to be able to claim yourself to be a Writer.

It is diplomatic immunity.

As a writer, you are an impartial *or partial* observer.

Music is improved by alcohol.

Feeling pretentious is improved by alcohol.

The two are the same, here in these modern times, as a 21st century dont make me kill you male.

Old friends become old strangers, so my current song lyrics tell me.

My mouse allows me to flick through songs with a speed that is unknown to me.

As I was saying.

There is an inherent and ugly beauty allowed in declaring yourself as a writer.

It means you are, by your very nature, allowed to form opinions - indeed, it is your job, allowed because you do it so beautifully; artfully deconstructing and cruelly the entire sentence has fallen apart by that point but that is okay.

It is post-partial 17th century neo-deconstructionism.

Where are you going, have I not gotten you sufficiently impressed?

Let us talk for a while about your cat.

I swear I think you are worth talking to. Or at least talking at. Let us stand for a moment, observing the world move around us.

Then let me go home and talk about you to the world, to the internet, to the small subculture of people I have gathered around me, the enablers the dealers the small woodland creatures, the gamers the Golums the grim the alliterative the dangerously cheesy.

I appear to be falling to the left.

Staring at Australia.

I have wrote. Written. Writing. A note. For myself. In the morning.

Kanye West.

Stream of consciousness is overrrated Have I told you I never made it fully through the original scroll of On The Road Again by Jack Kerouac? It is a terrible shame because you aren't allowed to use the writing style of a famous bastard unless you have read his art his version his brilliance the thing people put in museums.

They were all on drugs.

Why cant I be?

You keep it going.

You keep those books rolling.

I shall become a conduit.

I am already a conduit.

How many other words can I fit vowels in to, before I arrive at the point I wanted to arrive at hours ago? Minutes ago?

Time is warped. Start closing your eyes more.

A girl you don't have.

Wrote my former self, minutes ago, in anticipation.

I wonder if this is why people drink drugs.

And/Or slice open cows on stones, statues, art, altars, altair.

Arabic for Eagle.

Altair rotates rapidly, with a velocity at the equator of around 286 km/s.

الطائر.